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| 09:19pm 20/07/2005 |
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wow...I don't even know what to say. It took me like ten times to log in...I could not remember my password and my email address was old. This journal just popped in my head a few weeks ago, I completly forgot about it. I'm speechless...maybe I should just write what I've been up to...Well I'm going to school at Sierra College, I should be able to transfer in a year. I'm behind because I took a semester off, but it's ok...I'm not in a rush...well for the most part. My major is business...I decided on being a business lawyer. Yes, I still want to be a lawyer for those of you who knew or remember. I wish I knew my whole life that it was going to take 8 years, and how much it was going to cost though. Hmmm...I'm living with my boyfriend, Kevin, in Cameron Park...we've been together for almost 2 years. We're happy. This journal really reminds you of your old friends and how you used to be. After high school everyone split up. I'm not even friends with Stef anymore, or Gabeo...yet I think about them everyday of my life. Actually, I think about a lot of people from the past everyday. I miss Gabe the most...the last I heard he was still in Iraq. I still don't know what to say...I'm just rambling on. I work in Elk Grove for a realtor, I'm her personal assistant. It was really fun at first, but the drive sucks...and I don't get the hours that I need. well I'm going to go, Kevin should be home soon...and I'm a little tired. I hope everyone is happy and doing well, bye! |
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| 04:07pm 30/05/2003 |
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Well today I went to my senior goodbye rally. It was alright. In the last week, i've talked to 3 people that I have barely talked to within the last 6 months or even a year. It's sad that it takes a graduation for that to happened. but it's cool. Aleast we're all talking, and are friends again. Today it finally hit me, that I only have 4 more days, well actually only 2. This last month has taken forever! I'm so excited. It's just sad knowing I will never see any of those people again, some of which I really do care about. It's just kinda crazy. wow. |
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| 10:31pm 15/05/2003 |
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GOODBYE LAKERS!! |
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| 08:52pm 05/05/2003 |
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I want this week to be over with. I want this year to be over with. I want my life to be over with. |
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| Too many things to do!! |
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| 01:10pm 28/04/2003 |
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There really are way too many things to worry about before graduation. I kinda feel stressed out. I keep remembering something I need to do. Ok I need to buy a yearbook, I always tell myself I'm going to buy one in the begining 'vof the year, but I never do...atleast this is the last year! I need to order a grad night ticket. I need to start senior ball stuff. There's my senior project. My assesment test. Ummm I know there are more things to do, but I can't remember. I just want this year to be over. I don't know if I have mentioned this at all, but I'm only going to be here for one term, and then I'm moving to Arizona. I'm so excited. Well my plans are to move in January. Something always seem to come up, but I will move to Arizona for sure. I can't wait to see senior ads. Yesterday was the first time, i've talked to Gabe and Kelly since the end of October. They went to Stef's barbeque. I left with cake all over me. Gabe thought that after getting Stef for her birthday, it would be ok to get me because my birthday was on thursday. It was pretty fun though. Ok well I really need to work on my senior project before my chiropractic appointment, so I need to go. Bye!! |
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| 10:37pm 25/04/2003 |
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Man it feels great to finally be 18!! |
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| 12:28pm 18/04/2003 |
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I feel sick to my stomach today for some reason. I had to wake up kinda early today, so Stef and I could go to my Aunt's house and try on our dresses for senior ball, but my Aunt isn't going to be home until 1:00, so waking up early was a waste. So I went tanning, and now I'm home for the time being, I'm waiting for my Aunt to call me. Last Friday, I went to Arizona. I was bummed that I didn't get to see my cousin Nick. He was at his dad's house the whole time I was there. I did see my cousin Charlene though, that I haven't seen in about 6 years, and met her two kids. I fell in love with Arizona even more, and can't wait until I move there. When we were driving back (I went with my mom and dad), I almost cried when we got back into Sacramento. I had already missed the HEALTHY palm trees and the cactuses that surround Arizona. It's so pretty there. The weather was so nice and sunny. I'm flying up there sometime in July. It was great to just get away from everything for 5 days. I can't wait to go back. I got a lot of Arizona State stuff, and I got a Hooters shirt (there's a hooters right next to the college). The mall there is huge, and had some really cool stores. There's a pet store inside the mall, filled with puppies. They were so cute. I had a lot of fun. We went up to Camelback Mountain, it's the coolest Mountain ever. It actually looks like a camel too, it's kinda crazy. I'm going to stop talking about Arizona though, because I really will not stop. We got home Tuesday night, and I passed out for 13 hours, man it felt good to sleep. I hung out with Stephanie for a few hours on Wednesday, and then went to work. Yesterday, I went to Marine World with Stephanie, Stephen, and his cousin, Amber. It was a fun day. I'm glad we went yesterday, because we had sun, and it rained here most of the day. It was fun hanging out with Stephen again. When we got back, we hung out at his house for a couple hours. We just sat around talking. Stef started trying on Stephen's suits he has, lol it was hilarous. We got stuck on the magna doodles too. He has little sisters, so there were lots of toys in the play area. Having fun felt good. My spring break turned out pretty cool. I hate being back to my life of school and work though, and being busy all the time. I guess that really won't start till Monday, but I still have to work this whole weekend. My birthday is in 6 days!!!! I'm so excited. I haven't got a clue what to do. I think i've ran out of things to say. I don't have to work as much the next couple of weeks, so I should be able to come on more. Bye! |
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| 07:29pm 06/04/2003 |
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I was going to write tonight, but then I had to do something...so I'll try tomorrow when I get home from school, if I have an hour to spare. |
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| sounds like me |
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| 04:04pm 26/03/2003 |
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Neutral:
Harmony and balance is key. You don't look at the
world in a negative or positive way and you'll
never judge or assume a situation- you just
look at the facts. People like you are peaceful
and accepting.
What color do you see the world in?
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| 03:31pm 26/03/2003 |
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so...I just got home from the chiropractic, the results weren't good. From the top of my spine (starting in my neck) to my hips. Well first of all, where your spine starts, it should make a shape like ( that. A little bit more curvy though, like a S. But not mine...mine is the complete opposite, it goes like ) that. Then, your vertibrae are supposed to be lined up in a straight line, BUT ofcourse mine don't. You could take a pencil, and make zig zags out of them. Last...my hips bones are shifting. So my right hip, I believe, is like an inch higher then my left one... There supposed to be lined up evenly. Also, since my right one is higher, it's causing my spine to curve towards it, so my spine isn't straight like it's supposed to be. It's a lot easier to explain when you have a picture to look at. My doctor doesn't know if it's because of my snowboarding accident or not. I think my accident just made it worse, because those parts of my body have always hurt. I have to get a pad that goes inside my shoe, so everytime I step on it, it adjusts my hips slightly. It's going to take a awhile for everything to be right, I have another appointment on friday, and I have to go 3 times next week. (monday, tuesday, and wednesday). After that my appointments will be further apart. I have to go though, bye! |
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| 01:36pm 25/03/2003 |
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I don't even remember the last time I turned on my computer. I actually don't have anything to do for an hour, so I thought I would check up on things. I can only imagine how many emails I have. Tuesdays come fast. It's the only day I have ROP, and I swear I go to ROP like every other day. Today after school, I went and picked up the new Lincon Park cd. I've bought 5 cd's in the last 5 days I think. New cd's are fun. Let's see I got...Finch, Trapt, Breaking Benjamin, All American Rejects, and Lincon Park. All pretty good. I'm getting warp tour tickets this weekend. I'm going to get 6. I can't wait. I'm going with the best people too. I can't believe it's almost April, I rememeber a year ago when Terra, Monica, and I would say...Man I wish it was the end of April. It's kinda scary to think that it's literally just around the corner. 2 more months until graduation! Thank God. Too bad some people still don't realize they're graduating. But oh well, not my problem. Instead of going to LA this spring break, I am going to Arizona. I'm soooooooooooo EXCITED. Instead of going to AR, I want to go to school there, and then transfer to the University afterwards. It's so beautiful. I can't wait. I went to the chiropratic yesterday...heaven. I have another appointment tomorrow. He just gave me a minor adjustment yesterday, and tomorrow we are going to look over my x-rays. But yea. Besides the fact that i'm always busy, Life is good. And seems to be getting even better. I just keep thinking...ok when is it going to start falling down hill...because that happens to me a lot. I get happy, and BAM, something has to happen to me. I probably shouldn't think so negative sometimes, but I can't help it. I'm just so used to it happening. Anyways, I have to leave soon. I hope everyone is good, and I'll talk to you guys as soon as I can, bye!! |
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| 04:16pm 17/03/2003 |
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So, I think I live too busy of a life. I always have to do something. I've forgotten what it was like to be bored. I'm getting kinda fed up with it...and I never thought I would hear myself say that. I can't wait till spring break...no school to worry about and I took 4 days off of work to go to LA. I had a pretty good weekend...I didn't get any sleep though. I had to open both mornings...I really hate opening and working by myself for 4 hours. I hung out with Stephanie for awhile this weekend, I hung out with Joe too. Kelley was in Monterey. I can't remember what I did. Well now, I have to go do something, as usual. Bye! |
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| 01:00pm 14/03/2003 |
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I am so glad it's friday, and I actually have a day off. Wednesday night at work sucked, shit kept on going wrong...I didn't get home till like 10:30...I know that doesn't seem that late, but I usually get home around 9:30. And it takes me a long time to get ready for bed. Plus, my neck was killing me that day (from my snowboarding fall, i think). It started to hurt again Wednesday morning. So yesterday, I didn't go to school, I had a doctors appointment and I finally had x-rays done. I guess I strained my muscle pretty bad, and it's going to take a few months to heal completly. I tried to get yesterday off work as well, but as usual Tara was busy. But it's ok, I survived. I'm glad I didn't give up those hours. I really don't know what I want to do tonight...I have so many options. I can't stay out very late though, because I have to open tomorrow morning. Hmmm what to do. I'm excited that Monday is St. Patrick's Day. I love St. Patrick's day...for some reason. I went to old navy yesterday to get shamrock pants, but I ended up getting a bag full of other stuff. I really need to stop shopping. My closet is getting kind of pathetic, and I'm always needing more hangers. I had lunch at Wasabi yesterday...i've never been there before. I don't know what everyone is talking about though, when they say it's the best sushi bar. I really didn't think so. It was alright, I've had better though. Anyways, other then school and work, everything else is good. I do need to start on my senior project, but I never have time. I think i've mentioned this a million times in other journal entries...oh well. Well I should go, I don't have anything more to ramble on about. And I don't think that sentence made sense...at all, but whatever. Bye! |
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| 06:40pm 09/03/2003 |
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I think i'm always on the go. Right now I was doing some homework, and realized I actually had some time to talk about stuff. I'm doing alright. My brother told me he didn't want me seeing Joe. Told me he wasn't going to let it happened. I'm not going to say his reasons. I didn't know what to do. A few nights later, I told Joe we could only be friends. But it's so hard to just be friends with him. It sucks so much. As far as my brother knows, Joe and I have stopped talking. But we haven't. I'm going to talk to him, it's just hard finding the time to actually sit down and have a conversation about it. I want us all to be able to hang out, we have so much fun. It's confusing. This weekend was alright. Friday night, I went to a basketball game at my school, it was seniors vs faculty. Stef was getting extra credit to go, so I went with her. But suprisingly, I had a lot of fun. Kelley came with us, and we sat with Andrew, Josh, David, Danielle, and some others. I really could not believe how much fun I had. After the game, we went to see who was at the Lacrosse game. I saw Dan, we said hi to eachother. We didn't stay long because it was freezing ass cold. We were going to go say hi to my brother, but that didn't work out too well. So we just went home. I watched the ring again last night. The first time I saw it was when it first came out in theaters. It wasn't freaky this time, just grose. That poor girl. I wonder who comes up with scripts like that. Something. Today was my mom's birthday, we had tons of family over. My family is so funny. My cousin Tiffany, is going to be here on Thursday. Im excited to see her. She's in college at Santa Cruz. I miss her a lot, I haven't seen her since before she's left, and I never have any time to go stay with her in the dorm. Work is good, so is school. I should get back to my homework though...so bye! |
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| 12:50pm 03/03/2003 |
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This has been an interesting few weeks. I haven't been able to write, because I have been so busy...I almost haven't been able to turn on my computer. SO much has been happening. One of our 2nd Assistants quit, so now that leaves Tara and I to close...Ann too, but she is going on vacation this week. It's just kinda crazy. Suprisingly, I did have the whole weekend off. Yesterday I went snowboarding, and I thought it was going to be a good day...the weather was gorgeous, Stef and I got off the lift just fine, and then BAM. I was going down the hill, and I caught an edge, and the snowboard threw me backwards, and I landed on my back, and neck. At first I just layed in the snow, with my hands on my head, and after a few minutes, I got up, and continued down the mountain. When I got to the bottom, I took my snowboard off, and started walking around, that's when I started to feel really nausous, and dizzy, so I went to first aid. They were making me sit down, then making me stand up. That hurt really bad, and when they touched my back, I swelt up with tears. So they tied me to a board, put me in a neck brace, stuck me in an ambulance and took me to the hospital. I'm so sore now, they gave me vicodin, but it's not working. My mom wants to take me to go get x-Rays, since they didn't do it Tahoe. It was a crazy day. I was pissed that our whole day was ruined. They did give us free whole day passes. When Stef and I were driving home, I turned to her and was like..."Fuck, I want to go Snowboarding!" Righe now though, I just want to rest. I hurt a lot more today. For the next couple of weeks, I work like 25 hours a week. Nice, 50 hour weeks...not. Nice paychecks though. Very nice. I did get a little behind in school, but I caught up. For the next three days, I don't have to go to school until 11. Thursday, I don't even think I'm going to go. There's no point, going for only 2 classes. Sophomore are taking their exit exams, so the rest of the school doesn't have to come until later in the day. I don't even know if I'm making sense. The vicodin is making me pretty tired...that's the only thing it is doing. I don't know. I'm going to go lay down for now. There is still a ton of stuff I didn't even mention. Joe for one...oh gees. I'll save it for another time. Bye! |
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| 12:48pm 19/02/2003 |
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This week is so gloomy. I'm so tired. I think my body has forgotten how to sleep. Or maybe I just think TOO much. I believe it's a combination of both. I'm sick of going to a school, that doesn't mean shit. Finally, a day off! Kelley is coming over, and we are going to go out to lunch. I can't wait till friday. I'm not going to school. I have to go to work at 2, but afterwards, I'm spending the night at my brother's. I'm in such a weird mood. A happy mood, but dull. I'm going to call my sister, and see if she'll do my hair tomorrow after I get out of school. I really want it done. I need some new jeans. And some sleep. |
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| 05:15pm 17/02/2003 |
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Yesterday I worked all day...I opened and closed. I can't decide if it went by fast or slow. 6:00 just seems to creep up on you, because our store closes at 9 every other day. I got out of there around 6:25, and got home around 6:45, because I have to take the deposit to the bank. Anyways, I went to my brother's house last night. Kelley was supposed to come with me, but she was tired. When I got there, Joe was there. I was going to ask my brother, earlier that day, if Joe would be there, but I didn't. So I was glad he was, for a few reasons. It was fun, and interesting. We watched a movie, but that was really all we had time for because my brother had to work this morning. Joe and I left at the same time. He walked me to my car, and we talked for like 10 minutes. I think I might go snowboarding with him on Saturday. The only thing is...he has a season pass to Heavenly...the last time I went to Heavenly I almost died...lol. But I think I can get over that, and give it another chance. Plus I want to see him, do jumps and 360s. This is just weird though. I'm just going to be friends with him for now, and see how it goes. I have to talk to my brother too about it. He said he was just being an idiot that night, but I have to make sure. Well I need to get ready for work, I have to leave soon. Goodnight. |
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| 10:06pm 15/02/2003 |
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Last night was so much fun. My brother called me on his way back from the Kings game, so Kelley and I met him and Joe back at his house. They drank, but I didn't because I had to drive. At first it was just us four, and then all of a sudden Matt showed up at the door. Matt is so hilarious. I was really happy to see him because I haven't seen him in like 3 years. Next Donny, and this kid name Dan showed up. I couldn't believe it. I also haven't seen Donny in a hecka long time...maybe longer then Matt. It was so good to see all of them. I love the way they couldn't believe it was me, like I was going to stay 12 my whole life. When Donny was leaving, he was like "Camille it's good to see you again...you look a lot different." And I said, "Maybe because I've growned up!" Joe, I think, was just in shock. Last night was the first time, I've ever sat down with Joe, and had a conversation with him. When we were talking, I told him this was the most I've ever heard him talk. Which is kind of crazy, because I use to see him almost everyday for like 2 years. That was a long time ago though. Kelley and I didn't get home till about 3 in the morning. I really didn't want to leave, but I wanted to get some sleep. Plus, I had to be at work this afternoon. Donny, and Joe left at the same time as Kelley and I. While we were walking out to the car, Joe gave me his number, and told me to call him sometime. And was telling me how stunning I am. He was giving me a hug, when my brother came out, and he defiantly did not approve of his friend hitting on his little sister. My brother was pretty hammered too, and I went to go talk to him, and was telling him nothing happened, and he shouldn't worry about it. But he was still pissed, and told me that Joe knows he would kick his ass, if anything ever happened. That 10 minutes was just really weird. I don't know. But my brother is fine now. Tonight he wanted Kelley and I to come over, and he was like..."i'll get Joe over here." I told him to shut up. I was kinda confused. I love my brother to pieces. I know he cares a lot about me, and he's looking out for me. We are going over there tomorrow after I get off work. Well now, I am going over to Ann's house for a little bit. Kelley just called me from there. Have a good night everyone! |
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| 07:10pm 14/02/2003 |
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Happy Valentines Day everyone!! Today was such a good day. At school I was kind of suprised I wasn't feeling bummed. I usually do because all of the happy couples, but I really didn't care. I really love my life, and don't really care that I dont have a significant other. I have a great family, and great friends. I got so many flowers today. At school, and from my mom and dad. My dad bought me a beautiful bouquet with an amazing vase, with a really cute bear. Oh Gees, my mom bought me the best thing...It's a camel with hearts all over it. I love it. I love camels so much, she got me a rose too, and an unique wine glass. It's really pretty. My brother took Kelley and I out to dinner at the Outback. It was a blast, and so funny. Kelley had a little too much fun with the coasters though. They give you like 50, so she was putting them under EVERYTHING. The bus boys, kept walking around in circles, chasing eachother. One looked really sad, and I felt bad for him...I almost asked him if he was ok, but he was running too fast. When we left he spoke to me, and I was in shock. We went back to my brother's house, and watched this funny dragon/monsters cartoon, that was really funny for some reason. We watched a little of the spanish channel too, but the so called man, that really looked like a WOMEN, was giving me a headache. Joe met us back at my brother's house, but they left because they went to the KINGS game, those bastards. (They're not bastards, i'm just jealous.) On our way back to my house, some infantile boys thought it would be humorous to cut me off while making a U-turn...so Kelley said "Should I flip them off" And I said yes, so she did...then they drove past me smiling like the idiots they were, thinking that she was hitting on them by flipping them off. Two NICE boys in a truck beside us at a red light, wished us a Happy Valentine's Day. They THOUGHT they were being smooth. But we'll give them props because they were nice. So yea, now Kelley and I are at my house just doing nothing for now. We are going back to my brother's house to meet him and Joe, after the Kings game. Well that's it for now. I hope everyone is having a wonderful day/night...(except for the people I hate...i.e. Carrot tops girlfriend). Bye! |
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